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Name: Ravi
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Gwinnett
Birthday: 2/5/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: All types of music except reggae or christian, psychology, Art, German, French, CNN hah, cooking sometimes, shopping sometimes, movies, hanging out with friends, and meeting new people.I feel 
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MSN: ravi2007@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  prodoc2007
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3/25/2003
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| I need your love, I need your revenge, caught in a bad romanceee :P
I'm addicted to this lady gaga song. I didn't like it at first, but now I love it. I dunno, it definitely grew on me.
I already found a remix for it.
So life is good. I'm positive and not emo sad. I dunno what happened, I guess I just left my emo feelings somewhere in Minneapolis.
My friend and I drove all the way to St. Cloud, Minnesota and back. We stopped by downtown Minneapolis, Peducah Kentucky, Clarksville TN, Andersonville Chicago, Evanston Chicago, and we passed Cinncinnati and Indianapolis. I drove like 4-5 hours going and coming back and the rest was my friend. It was a rushed trip but it was fun.
I went to a Campus-based mens group for gender equality and anti-violence conference. It was really interesting and I learned a lot about feminism. I also got to see Northwestern and it was kind of like a new goal. I heard they have a top notch med school. I would like to think I've learned to be more realistic with my goals... though... you never know... :P. I don't know if I liked Chicago enough to live there. It seems to be the "go-to" city for all my friends... hard to explain on here what I mean. But I guess it would be a change of pace!?
Who knows...
I'm just trying to lose weight, get good grades, get sleep, and stay focused. I always have these goals but I guess I haven't been serious enough so I guess I should go to bed right now instead of studying... lol.
PS: I LOVE MOLLY!!! She is an amazing best friend and I hope she doesn't think I take it for granted!
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| I was going to write about why i'm sad and the verge of tears... but then I forgot what to write.
I actually would love to cry right now and release these emotions.
I never finish these damn xanga entries
and they're always so damn emo!
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| a bitch. That is the question. I just thought the title would be witty. Anyways, pride was fun. I marched with the human rights campaign. Met a lot of cool new people. And got to see people I only see once a year. Met people who are my friends online and not in person. It was a glorious sunny day. Maybe it's a sign............... Because it totally rained last year on pride. And that is when me and my ex were starting to fall apart.... ooo epiphany Now the sunny day and I marched in the gay parade... what a glorious optomistic epiphany. | | |
| I totally can't keep the diwali thing going so this is more of a joke than anything... but I'm soo gonna update after studying for my microbio test... :P like in 30 minutes.
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| let me start out by saying how much I adore gary because he is a cutejew. He hates that I call him cutejew, but you know what he's gonna have to get over it. If he doesn't get over it, then well that sucks for him... i'm just not going to visit him in New York. Problem solved.
I also adore a certain boy by the SN of masecam. He's one of the sweetest people i've met online. Maybe it's a texas thing. I dunno.
Anyways, so I've been so BIPOLAR lately. Not in a disease/psychological abnormal illness sense, but in a mental attitude to life. I go from being super positive to super negative in like 2 seconds... so weird.
Like i'm all positive and I love life and yayyy life, I love it! It's so great. Things are really going great. I love being dependent on just me and that's it and I love going to the gym and having good friends, etc. etc.
Then like an hour later i'm like dude, guys suck. Life sucks. MY LIFE sucks.
Haha, it's kinda funny but really sad too. :(
So,......... I don't know what i want to do in life. And I just copy-pasted everything I wrote because of the horrific thing that happened yesterday.
Ok 60 seconds later I still don't know what I wnat to do in life. It is something that I've been contemplating for the last couple of months. I was so set on being a physician and then I explored a little. Maybe I should've just sat in my cave. Well, I've come up with other options such as nursing school, or physician's assistant schools. Of course all have their pros and cons, but I am figuring out what I want to do.
I would love to be a physician, i'm just nervous about the odds of it actually happening. I just hear too many stories about people never getting in and everything. I would hope I'm academically-capable and everything... who knows... Maybe i'm not realistic and always idealistic. If I go for anything other than medical school then I might regret not going for it but then I get scared going for medical school. It's a hateful cycle.
I also still hate gay men 120 seconds later... I had a conversation with this guy I like about how disheartening it is that gay relationships usually dont last and when they do there is usually someone who wants to cheat and even if they don't there is still like a distrust. He got really offended. He had been with this guy for 3 years and never cheated on him. O well sorry for offending him. Gay guys still suck. He's bisexual tho, so maybe that's why he didnt' cheat! Lol. I forgot to tell him that.
I HAVE MY FIRST RACE TOMORROW!! YAY AIDS 5K RUN!!!
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