| So everyone who writes here knows what an empty box looks like... it is the xanga applet before you type in it. I clicked new weblog not knowing what to write. Then I realized... I really didn't know what to write. I sat and stared at the empty box for a few minutes.
This has been a familiar experience in the past 24 hours or so. I have been trying to do a synopsis of a seminar lecture paper about tuberculosis and I have no idea what to start. I'm suppose to summarize the "important" things, any experiments, and findings, and then have a final paragraph of my opinion. Basically the article is like a chapter out of a textbook about tuberculosis and how to treat it.
WTF. I think it is kind of a dumb assignment. I guess I have to figure out what we are suppose to learn in order to appreciate it. I'm thinking maybe we have to learn how to review papers. But this isn't like a science article.. IDK.
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So moving ahead... (As indicated by my squiggle.) I always have all these brilliant thoughts to write about in my xanga when I finally get around to it, but I always forget. I should write them down, but I'm so idealistic. ("Oh this is such a brilliant thought, how can I forget it later"...) lol. grr.
Which brings me back to the topic of why I stared at the empty box. :)
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| I need your love, I need your revenge, caught in a bad romanceee :P
I'm addicted to this lady gaga song. I didn't like it at first, but now I love it. I dunno, it definitely grew on me.
I already found a remix for it.
So life is good. I'm positive and not emo sad. I dunno what happened, I guess I just left my emo feelings somewhere in Minneapolis.
My friend and I drove all the way to St. Cloud, Minnesota and back. We stopped by downtown Minneapolis, Peducah Kentucky, Clarksville TN, Andersonville Chicago, Evanston Chicago, and we passed Cinncinnati and Indianapolis. I drove like 4-5 hours going and coming back and the rest was my friend. It was a rushed trip but it was fun.
I went to a Campus-based mens group for gender equality and anti-violence conference. It was really interesting and I learned a lot about feminism. I also got to see Northwestern and it was kind of like a new goal. I heard they have a top notch med school. I would like to think I've learned to be more realistic with my goals... though... you never know... :P. I don't know if I liked Chicago enough to live there. It seems to be the "go-to" city for all my friends... hard to explain on here what I mean. But I guess it would be a change of pace!?
Who knows...
I'm just trying to lose weight, get good grades, get sleep, and stay focused. I always have these goals but I guess I haven't been serious enough so I guess I should go to bed right now instead of studying... lol.
PS: I LOVE MOLLY!!! She is an amazing best friend and I hope she doesn't think I take it for granted!
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| I was going to write about why i'm sad and the verge of tears... but then I forgot what to write.
I actually would love to cry right now and release these emotions.
I never finish these damn xanga entries
and they're always so damn emo!
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| a bitch. That is the question. I just thought the title would be witty. Anyways, pride was fun. I marched with the human rights campaign. Met a lot of cool new people. And got to see people I only see once a year. Met people who are my friends online and not in person. It was a glorious sunny day. Maybe it's a sign............... Because it totally rained last year on pride. And that is when me and my ex were starting to fall apart.... ooo epiphany Now the sunny day and I marched in the gay parade... what a glorious optomistic epiphany. |
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| I totally can't keep the diwali thing going so this is more of a joke than anything... but I'm soo gonna update after studying for my microbio test... :P like in 30 minutes.
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